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Becoming Blue

by Becoming Blue

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1.
With a look try you take away my credibility With your eyes you try undress my body Just to meet you needs With a word you try to keep me in oppressed society But I’ll show you just how power flows You can’t stop my rise So I’m taking it back ‘My dignity My power and my pride No holding back I’ll overcome Your judgement and your snide Remarks about My looks, my thoughts, and my gravity Which are none of your concern I’m taking it back I will win this fight This meeting is adjourned I’m taking it back With a laugh you try to make me feel like I am not complete And you try to make me think I’m too emotional to see  That you are kidding when belittling, just who I want to be But now the joke will be on you haha A new punchline I’ve taken back my destiny, I’m doing what I can Don’t ever try to hold me down I will stand up for who I am I predict that very soon you will understand You don’t get to decide You can’t stop my rise
2.
This Life 03:45
What is this life about If not you and me, my friend Tearing down the barriers Until we reach that (our) end I really want to see you thrive In every place you are Uncommon and beautiful You are that shining star I’m here for all your dreams Love you to the end I’ve got your back, it seems You’re stuck with me my friend I can’t imagine life without you Anytime you need and I really want to see you happy come and play with me (Even without me . . .) Let down your guard with me And I will do the same No need pretending everything is just ok And I will walk with you Through the trials and the pain Celebrate the good times with Caviar and champagne I know at times life can be Harder than it should be It can seem eternity Is how long you’ve struggled But you, my dear You’re so much stronger than you know Believe me when I say You're loved always, Just as you are - Oh, my friend
3.
I Choose You 03:58
You can trust me with whatever you’re thinking My love for you won’t end I am your place of refuge You’re forever my best friend And I make this pledge to you I choose you again today And day after day I will always do the same Through the years Through the joy and tears This is my vow to you I give my love to you I choose you Through the years I’ve discovered The wonder that is you Our hearts and dreams still merging Creating something new And I’ve kept this pledge to you And when I finally found you I realized just what was missing And if I ever lost you I would always be searching for you I can trust you with whatever I’m thinking Your love for me won’t end You are my place of refuge You’re for always my best friend And I make this pledge to you
4.
Peace, if you won’t come to me I will run until I fall down again And start all over tomorrow Light fill my world so I can find Meaning in this life of brokeness Wandering down this path Then a calm washes over me I surrender to it I’m becoming blue I Discover things I never knew Of life and truth Revolution of my ways It’s all brand new Realizing who I’m meant to be I’m becoming blue Because of you (Yes it’s true) Truth rescue me from my mind In this place I claim this legacy Exchanging what is mine Grace fill me up when I am blind To injustices I find in me Let loves mercy start with me Then a calm washes over me And I surrender to it Look around - Look around and see The beauty here for you and me Free your mind to what can be When the calm washes over you Just surrender to it now You’re becoming blue You’ll discover things you never knew Of life and truth Revolution of your ways It’s all brand new Realizing who you’re meant to be You’re becoming blue You will find our own rescue I’m becoming blue Look around, look around and see All the beauty here for you and you and me Free your mind to what can be Look around, look around, look around and see I’m becoming blue because of you (yes it’s true) I’m becoming blue
5.
I don’t want to write it down anymore And I’m so tired of talking it out I realize where we both stand But it’s time for this to end I don’t care if that causes you doubt So I’m ready to move on And leave this all behind It’s not you, It’s me Who’s taking control It’s not you, it’s me With this pain in my soul It’s not you, it’s me Who’s trying to find A solution to this problem Before we run out of time I’ve put a limit on what you can do Because this cycle just can’t continue I’m unsure where we both stand But I need this hurt to end You need this more than you can admit Are you ready to move on And leave this all behind? It’s not you, It’s me Who’s taking control It’s not you, it’s me With this pain in my soul It’s not you, it’s me Who’s trying to be A solution to this problem That you don’t even seem to see Oh my dear why can’t you just hear me? Are we ready to move on An leave this pain behind It’s not you, It’s me Who’s taking control It’s not you, it’s me With this pain in my soul It’s not you, it’s me Who’s trying to find A solution to this problem Before we run out of time Oh my dear please hear me Before we run out of time
6.
Gonna climb Keep on climbing Gonna climb Keep on climbing I ran through the shadow of the old man’s grove scraping up dregs from the dust as I go the air is still no breeze will blow My tongue is dry but I run some more A coryphaeus on the winding road Dishing out pieces of silver and gold It won’t buy time but redeems my soul Unburden my load as I run some more (oh) Chorus I wanna capture the mountain with my heart and soul I look to the side but my rock won’t roll I’ll climb to the top From the stream I’ll drink Gonna capture the mountain and never let go Gonna climb Keep on climbing Gonna climb Keep on climbing I climbed to the top and I came back down A coryphaeus on the road was found Giving out pieces of silver and gold It won’t buy time but redeems your soul This mountain I hold I present to you For those who strive will see it through Roiling is the path you’re on At the end of the road peace will be found Oh, it will be found oh
7.
Road Home 04:15
Go now and step into your destiny I know that It’s time for you to leave Years pass and this feeling grows inside of me The road you choose is what I long to see But I will al-ways be here Through joy and sorrow anytime you get lost You can find me along the way On the road to home is where I’ll always be The road turns Obscured by the depth of time But help is never far away When you find you’re walking with Calamity Remember where you used to be I know you’re on the way back home It’s not behind you Not where you’re from The road you follow will Lead you to your Home So go into your destiny On the road home , anytime you need Is where I’ll always be
8.
Petunia 03:38
When I was just a girl I met a man who made me feel Like I was heard and not just seen Like a dad you’d like to have So patiently he listened And I felt part of his family And I can still hear him say Sing me a song Petunia Tell me all about your life I’ll never forget how he made me feel I’m worth being and being around So I sing this song for you Love Petunia And though time had passed us by And I grew up and moved away Oh I can still feel those words so deeply But all through the years My life forever changed By that kindness he showed to me And I can still hear him say Sing me a song Petunia Tell me all about your day I’ll never forget how he made me feel I’m worth being and being around So i sing this song for you Every time I hear that name It’s like I’m still that child It always makes me smile Too soon he was gone And through the years I started growing the flowers That bear that name And I grow them to this day. So I remember how you called me Petunia And honor you with my life I’ll never forget how you made me feel I’m worth being and being around So I sing this song for you Love Petunia
9.
Desert 04:21
A thousand miles in this desert In my sacrifice to you The sun beats down, it knows I hope this trek will satisfy The shame is on me The shame is on me I walked too long in the desert Recklessness and I’m unfazed We’ve gone so far together Seemingly unchanged The shame is on me The shame is on me I find myself Backing down Yet I want to hold A longing crown Coming here I recognize That You will not take this sacrifice See my love, now can’t you see That all this time The shame is on me The shame is on me The shame is on me The shame is on me A million miles in this desert Is no sacrifice to you We’ve come this far together Unquestionably changed No shame in on me No shame is on me
10.
You can trust me with whatever you’re thinking My love for you won’t end I am your place of refuge You’re forever my best friend And I make this pledge to you I choose you again today And day after day I will always do the same Through the years Through the joy and tears This is my vow to you I give my love to you I choose you Through the years I’ve discovered The wonder that is you Our hearts and dreams still merging Creating something new And I’ve kept this pledge to you And when I finally found you I realized just what was missing And if I ever lost you I would always be searching for you I can trust you with whatever I’m thinking Your love for me won’t end You are my place of refuge You’re for always my best friend And I make this pledge to you

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The first full length album from Becoming Blue

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released June 3, 2022

Tawnya Langston - vocals, Jac Mandel - guitar, bass, mandolin, keys, drums, percussion, programing, vocals, Eric Williams - bass (This Life, Road Home), Worth Lewallen - fiddle, Glenn Welman - drums (I'm Taking It Back)

Photography - Jaylen Phillips

Mixed and mastered by Jac Mandel

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Becoming Blue Columbia, South Carolina

Pop, Rock, Acoustic, Experimental Duo from Columbia, SC

Becoming Blue is Jac Mandel and Tawnya Langston

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